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While driving to work, I saw a man sitting in a Soukline truck throwing a tissue from the window. We passed a couple of streets and I saw the same guy saluting and smiling to his fellow colleague, the one armed with a big green trashcan and a dangerous metal limb, which he will be probably using to pick up the tissue tossed earlier by his beloved friend. What a fucked up contradiction!! - I need my coffee now

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